Publicity

Today in the many rambles of my random thoughts and concerns of trying to stay awake at work. I began to fumble around with my pen and came up with this. I think its rather good for a quick five minute jotting down of sentences. Interesting.. 

He speaks of wedding rings

Yet he refers to you as a Stupid “B”

In private your everything

To the public eye your of no existence

Oops I guess he forgot to mention

Questioning why you said this to so&so

But hey let him speak to whom ever he please

Oh and according to him..

 sexual explicit convos are normal between “just friends”

p.s. she has no clue of your existence

Oops, I guess he forgot to mention?

Wanting to marry the ghost who you “claim” is your everything

(out of public eye)

AHH TATTOOS!!

I love TATTOOS. (especially tattoos with flowers!!) The Owl Tattoo is interesting & hot! & I love the wing tattoo! May not seem like much but just the fact the person background is the sky makes it so much better!  (i do not own these pictures)

It tickles me at the fact that when I did not have a job all I could think about is how I need a job. Now that I am working all I can do is dread going back to work every Monday when my weekend ends. d[-_-]b Well its a pay week this week, can't get much better than that!

 My lover & I went out to eat for his birthday! He wanted to go to Delmonico's (it's an Italian restaurant) I was having a dilemma that night about whether I should get Chicken Riggies or Spaghetti w/ meatballs. Overall though I was looking forward to Calamari. We never ordered it, he decided he wasn't in the mood for it and well I cant eat it all by myself. (that's me in the 2nd picture pouting because I really wanted Calamari lol) It was nice to have a quiet "us" moment without the kids. Glad he was able to see another birthday and he spent it with me:)

Earlier that day Cay (my oldest son) & I attended "Cookies & A Movie." at the Uptown Theater. We watched "Horton Hears a Who". I actually liked the movie so I'm planning to see if I can find it on the shelves still at Walmart or something.
For a 3 year old he wasn't a bad experience at the movies. Even though half way through the movie he turned to me and said "It's dark mommy, me go home!" I laughed and asked if he could try to watch the movie a little longer. We stayed til the end :) That's great I plan to take him to many other little events now that I know he can handle new things accordingly. EXCITED!

Winter Blahh!

I must say it was weird this year to not have snow for Christmas. I don’t think it actually felt like winter until we were a few days into January. I used to enjoy playing in the snow years ago when I was much younger. Nowadays I’d rather puke when I see snow on the ground! Heavy winter jackets, high heat bills, hot cocoa, human hibernating, and instant shivering as soon as you step outside are just a few of the things I instantly think of when Winter is mentioned. Although Hot Cocoa is a plus I really just wish it wasn’t automatically associated with winter, the worst season of the year!
Can u understand why we celebrate a new year in the brink of winter when everything is dying and withering away from the cold? I’m guessing it’s to go along with the saying “out with the old in with the new?”  Not really sure why we can’t celebrate new year’s in March or April when the new lives of earths many beauties are springing up again. When Flowers are starting to grow again and trees get their leaves back. Everything looks new and full of life then.
I’ve since started human hibernating; I only come out the house on need to basis. (Going to work, taking the trash out, going to the grocery store, taking my son to preschool, etc...) You will rarely see me out anywhere during the winter. I just can’t take the cold, when I get the chills I instantly want to scream at the top of my lungs. (People look at me frantically that’s the only enjoyment out of it.) Anyways can somebody notify me when winter dies and spring comes to visit us? I’ll be patiently waiting but just because winter came like 2 months later than norm does not mean I give winter permission to stay 2 months longer than norm!

I have returned!

I'm Back! -If you inquire upon where have I been, allow me to fill you in!

Well I've been here & there, around & under. More specifically I've recently started training for a new job :) Apartment hunting. Tending to the outburst of "Mommy's little lovers" and well I just couldn't find the time nor energy to turn my computer on and write on this blog of mine. (Mainly I was lacking the energy) But how about I make a personal Challenge to myself. I'll write at least one post every weekend since I don't have work on those days I figure it will be the most efficient. Hmm... Seems easy right? We shall see! :)